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Lied to

Posted on February 17, 2017 by JahazielMagana

You look and talk to me,
like if about life I had no clue,
like psychology, and intuition
is something I don’t understand and it’s new.
You complain about people’s lack of honesty,
yet you pretend to be all naive of a subject you already Knew.

I don’t need anyone to pretend to understand me,
or pretend you know what ‘best for me’ should be?
Your happiness and dreams are not similar to mine
Destiny is in my hands, I can see the line.
One shows my heart, another my mind
then, life and destiny are twined.

Let me dig a bit in my memory,
Before I recognized I was extrasensory
Before I could see and feel your energy
Was there a time you wouldn’t lie to me?

The Best Choice after you is Suicide

Posted on February 11, 2017 by JahazielMagana

The heavens tell me you’re a great woman
one amazing mother too.
The one who can make my love dreams come true
your birthmark matches my tattoo.
Together we are one,
even if people see two

When our lips meet I feel so alive
even if you can’t be my girlfriend
even if you can never be my wife
lets hold hands
and go on the ride of our life
let’s explore our bodies
let’s enjoy the nightlife
no worries, our trip can be countrywide
you can drive or enjoy the passenger side
as I drive, your head below my chest you can slide.
If we can’t be together…
the best choice after you, is Suicide.

Discrimination (Verse Challenge)

Posted on August 11, 2015 by JahazielMagana

My Verses

I’ve seen it on Tv, heard it on the radio,
I’ve seen it happen in school, I have even lived it.
Words have the power to even your soul hit
those words follow that racist pig spit
I got a ticket, I got a bruise, I got a ‘humble’ police cruise.
I look like a beaner, a delinquent, someone addicted to booze
My titles didn’t matter, for I had on my arm some tattoos
my camera gets broken, my body gets a worse abuse.
I’m a US citizen, but papers can’t get rid of my look
Once I show and proof my papers, my color you still refuse,
If you’re not racist… What’s your excuse?

Ken’s verses (Ken’s Twitter)

Come look at me and tell me, what do you see?
I’ll tell you what you see, a stupid fucking half breed
Discriminate me, come and hate me
Project your hate against all my faith but this is how I will be

I’m a mix of rage and love and everything repulsive
You are my angel and everything compulsive
So it’s no mystery why they see me like a disease
I’m the freak show that you don’t know and won’t believe me

But in the end my enemies will all fall
Painful thoughts I once felt now have no effect at all
Discriminate me, segregate me and let’s see how it goes
But I swear I’ll come back vengeance, a wrath you’ll never know

Silly Goodbyes (Verse Challenge)

Posted on July 31, 2015 by JahazielMagana

Ken’s verses (Ken’s Twitter)

Now that Im alone, Ill admit i think a lot about you
now that im alone, I just dont know what the fuck to do
thoughts in my mind, contemplating time, just want to go back to when you were mine
No, this isnt goodbye, I promise it will soon get better
“Ill be back” Ill say like Mr. Schwarzenegger
But for some reason it still hurts not being able to hold you close
Ive become addicted, youve become my drug and I need my daily dose

Im crawling on the floor with my heart pounding out my chest
I got some pictures of last night , you look so perfect in that dress
now “hold me close” you say and this isnt just a dream
its not all in my head, this is actually happening

For once in my life, i know that i feel alive
coz im actually sad now for saying my silly goodbyes
even though that i know, ill be back in no time
Time just feels like forever when youre not by my side

My Verses

We talked about that movie, the scene you loved so much
you wished that moment was real and you could live it,
that’s exactly what I happen to have with her, no need to commit
no titles, no ties, just pure fun, her body is mine until my body happiness can emit.

Call it kinky, call it special, or call all of this a bit silly
she’s a big toy that enjoys playing with my willi
She loves the corn, the cream, the sauce, the chili,
The Mountains, the drooler, the tight, the caramel and hands a bit chilly
she comes to me as my own gift, my own flower, my Lily…
She does this good bye so lovely, so eager, so freely.

Shadows (Verse Challenge)

Posted on July 22, 2015 by JahazielMagana

JEM’s Verses (That’s me)

Tell me, are you satisfied being his shadow,
Don’t you rather sit on your own throne,
why must you be a willing slave
a willing dog waiting for him to throw you a bone.

You see what you want when you walk around shadows
you see what the masters this day have shown
If you’re stronger, smarter, why wouldn’t you this king dethrone
You don’t fear his god, when is made of a breakable stone.

Raise to the ranks, comes see the pure light
no filters, no illusions created by their shadows
you can’t step in my circle with fear for your soul,
If you want to join the light, you give yourself whole.

Ken’s verses (Ken’s Twitter)

Scared and lonely, naked and afraid will you take my hand?
I wish that I was stronger to be friends with the boogeyman
but day by day we fight through, its all we can do to stay alive
I’ve bottled and collected memories and every tear drop that we cried

Cuz deep inside I’m still that boy who’s afraid of his own shadows
but forced to live in fear in the deepest gallows
maybe someday ill be strong and i could wrestle the devil
you could throw a mountain at me and ill think its a pebble

But to this day, we all say, we gotta learn to be tough
but what if im sick of your words and ive just had enough
my shadow isnt my enemy , my shadow is my friend
its only when the light dies, that his short life, comes to an early end

Jahaziel’s Verses

I can never be a shadow master,
I don’t control where your light shines,
If I could control time, I would make things slow or turn faster
I could rewind those moments where there was clear signs.
I was setting up my own demise, I created in my own path that disaster
Why would I tell the world I take whatever it designs.
I could have been the creator, I could have taken a better path
where all the pain was avoided, where I never meet life’s wrath
Where I could have smiled along my friends,
now I hide behind faces, now they take over when it all ends
We share a pen, and tell what we have designed, through this camera lens.

Was I a coward, was I too afraid to deal with my own emotions and pain?
I am now only a shadow… but there are no shadows when its cloudy or rain.

Home (Challenge Verse)

Posted on July 20, 2015 by JahazielMagana

Ken’s verses (Ken’s Twitter)

Im always leaving against my will always gone away
even though I beg from the bottom of my soul, i can never stay
Im like a ghost here and there with no permanent home
so being unsettled and lonely is all I’ve ever known

Maybe someday I might be able to stay
maybe you’ll be able to look at me and ill be here when you look my way
maybe for now its just a personal guilty dream
but i want it more than you’ll ever know a place for you and me

You can cry and not believe a single word i say
Its up to you but promise me you’ll wipe those tears someday
this is not a lie i truly want a place to call our own
we’ll lay down together in our bed forever in a place we call our home.

Jahaziel’s Verses

Perhaps is my own fault for only knowing this place
perhaps I was too afraid to search something better
It didn’t matter how many times they hit and hurt me
it didn’t matter how many times she read my journal and letter.

Perhaps like a good slave I was trained to follow orders
like a good slave I was trained to not raise my own voice
like a good slave I’ve lived my life following their rules and system
like a slave I live, thinking what I do is my duty, not my choice.

I am that slave who got tired of the treatment,
I am that one slave who started the demise of Rome
I am trying to change this system not for my masters
I am trying to be a free slave, so I can call this world home.

JEM’s verses

Call me a crow, an opportunist, call me a vulture
I saw an easy meal and I couldn’t let it pass by
If I was a junkie, would I miss the chance to get high?
Don’t blame religion or politics, blame your own culture.

Let’s all point our fingers at nature, let’s all blame god
who wants us all to be equal yet he made us not the same, just alike
there are some weak and some strong,
Some believers and some who all this dislike,
Some were built by love and feathers, others by spears and despite
so they saw my power, and opted to search my light
I shared with them my knowledge, the weak became my knight
we now stand together, and for this place we call home. We fight.

Illusions (Verse Challenge)

Posted on July 16, 2015 by JahazielMagana

Jahaziel’s Verses

I thought I had you next to me,
I thought you were all I could be
you came to me bearing glory,
You came to me offering to what you knew I would certainly agree.
after he had ignore my cries and my plea,
so come now, claim your trainee
lets ride together, to get her, here’s the key
till the end of time, we are one. You’ll see

Ken’s verses (Ken’s Twitter)

Like a fairy godmother in every fairy tale
in the movies its always cutesy but in real life it never ends well
So come trick me to wanting hell
but promise me that you won’t tell
Anybody, especially mama, the trauma,
I could hear her start to yell

I’m sorry i’m not the perfect son
I’m failing and my life’s just begun
Nobody can help, deep inside i’m so ugly
I’m living a lie, but I try, thinking that I was the one

These fucking illusions all now control me
like the strings on a puppet i’m their one and only
Pinocchio dancing for the show
When I can be myself again, I’ll never know

JEM’s Verses

Call me a master of disguise, call me a supreme overlord
See my path full of glory, success and power.
I see your reign ending, I see your card is the tower
I can see my and your future, and you can’t live without me
For is me who gave you knowledge, and from that Jail’s garden set you free.
You were just like her, so eager to eat from the knowledge tree.
so now don’t tell me you don’t want all this to be.
I light up your darkness when you’re out sailing the sea
I am your fallen star, who immortality had guarantee.

Addicted (to you) – Verse Challenge

Posted on July 8, 2015 by JahazielMagana

In the terms of being addicted to someone, even when you know they might be hurting you, and yet you still deny any claim or any advice anyone is willing to give you out of love and concern for your well being.

Jahaziel Verses…

Your words have always been so hurtful, I cried in pain daily
my defenses kept invaders out, but the fight emerged in the bailey.
A king with a fallen kingdom, soul broken. Don’t know what to do.
has it all really been my fault, or should I put the blame on you?

A whore queen you are, and no one will fight for me
your body was the strongest weapon anyone put against me.
my addictions grew, so sneaky no one was able to see
you slapped me, and I didn’t fight back, you hit me and I didn’t react to it as an attack.
You covered my kingdom in red and black, with a kiss you blocked my panic attack, and now I have nothing to fight this wolf pack, that comes through my world, looking for an easy snack.

Ken’s verses (Ken’s Twitter)

From the moment I saw you, I got caught like a moth to the brightest light
Go ahead and call me crazy or plain insane but i desperately need you by my side
You’re my crutch and I’m your cripple, I’m a newborn baby and you’re mama’s nipple
For me to live a life at all, i need you girl. It’s crazy but its that simple

Every waking moment I spend having nothing at all, but my thoughts of you
My flesh has no ink but my mind is different, it must be covered in tattoos
Cause you’re smile is perfect, you’re laugh is perfect, everything about you, i need…
You’re the angel that carried me away from pain, in every single one of my dreams

They say love and addiction are just a single thread apart
but who really gives a shit, just know girl that you now control my heart
I’m in too deep, too addicted, to a point of no return
that when i’m with you, i wont feel no pain, even if in flames we burn

JEM the Crow

I hate your insecurities, but they make me strong
I hate that you postponed our dreams for them this long
but I love to see you cry when you see you’re so wrong
I’m addicted to the taste of your tears like you are to that song.

If I could have had my way controlling your path we would be kings
we would have become celestial beings and earn our wings
I’ve seen the signs since you created me, but you ignore them don’t know why.
If you don’t want life like this be, look me in the eye, and tell them good bye,
your old life needs to die, for us to claim our spot in the sky.

Confusion (Verse Challenge)

Posted on July 7, 2015 by JahazielMagana

Ken’s verses (Ken’s Twitter)

When I wake up every morning and got no fucking clue
what I’m doing here, why I’m alive, or what I’m supposed to do
The hardest part is lying to you all saying I’ll make it through
When deep down inside, I just want to die, so tired of being confused

The words alone won’t make sense unless I explain
That I see this world as a fucked up game, and the goal is taking pain

I’m sick and tired of playing pretend and always living lies
I’m tired and bored but not strong enough to take away my own life
I’m bored and lonely so I lie to myself every single day
I’m lonely and angry but deep inside hope for a better way
I’m angry and scared so I’ll hate the world, its all I know to do
I’m scared and confused but i swear to God I want a love with you

Jahaziel’s Verses

You say you miss me, while holding his hand
you say you love me, but you’re making love to him on the sand
you say you want me, when things with him are not going as planned
even a blind, deft, dumb person can know this love is bland.

If you can’t stand him, why are you now by his side
if you don’t like him, is this a matter of pride?
if you don’t like his touch and kisses, why are you becoming his bride?
why do I need to come along for this ride, where all you seem to do is lie and cry?
I loved life, looked to a bright future but now I seek to die,
if I had know… in my heart you would have never reside.

JEM The Crow

Words of wisdom I always gave you, but you never listened to me
she’s not that evil, life is what you make it to be.
Life is exactly what I told you, things happened exactly how life I see
at one point in life the answers came from heaven to set you free
but so naive you became, you started to doubt and in fear flee.
Come one more time and feed with us in the knowledge tree
stop looking for it… just make your own happiness key
there’s no need to swim, when you have the power to part the sea.
It’s your life… How do you want it to be?

Tears and Smiles (Verse Challenge)

Posted on June 30, 2015 by JahazielMagana

Jahaziel’s Verses

In a nut shell I can say life is wonderful but always sad
I can bring up the memory of you, tears fall and with pain I go mad.
How could something so wonderful, turned up to be so bad.
You broke my passion, my faith, hopes, dreams and countless things I could add..

I smile in sadness to those nice memories with your angry attitude now you destroy,
you left me one big reason to smile, one that forever will give me joy.
I despise your presence, I despise you whole.
I despise those love words I remember, when on my mind I’m on patrol.
In this story, did I give myself the fool’s role? How is it, that a person like you, my confidence stole? Now it takes 10 other people to come rescue my soul…

JEM The Crow (My Alter Ego says…)

Tears of blood run down my face, showing the pain you’ve caused
your reflection shows the smile trace, and your feelings that have been paused.
I made a river of blood in your name, you’ve created a fool on your game.
A goal too high for me I tried and aim? She was the moon goddess, or so you proclaim.

A fool is what you are, but I’ve proven to be a bigger one
An idea brighter than the sun, is that you just had undone.
She’s not a goddess, and I’m not your servant, but I am the universe observant.
When I see the worlds around me still spin, I know forever my power will win.
In a self made river of tears he learns to swim, no battle is so strong, that we can’t rescue him…

Ken’s verses (Ken’s Twitter)

You and I, we’re quite alike, two separate lives, two separate times
but you and I, two fucked up minds
Let’s talk about how we want to die
See what I mean? Do we look alright?

Blame it on our fucked up past
or promises that didn’t last
But I found you now and you found me too
so we can watch each others backs

All the sad tears we tasted back then
helped us learn the best form of pretend
To smile when it hurts the fucking most
and carry on till the very end.